Tuesday, May 17, 2016

A Lifetime of Lifetimes

Time was created by God on the first day of creation when he said, “There was evening and there was morning, the first day.”  It was man whom God endowed with the ability of thought and reasoning, who took that time frame and divided days into seconds, minutes, and hours; It was man who fashioned days into weeks and weeks into years.  Time—a means of marking chronologically the progression of our individual lives and our common lives together.

Time never changes.  A second is always a second; never any longer or any shorter.  Sixty seconds will tick off a minute, and sixty minutes will always be an hour.  That will never change.  And while time is a constant, it is at the same time relative.  The older we get the faster time seems to pass.  When one is waiting for something to happen time seems to march slowly; then before you know it, it is over and weeks have gone by since it happened and it seems like it was yesterday.  Older people wish time would slow down and not pass by so quickly because their lives seem to be winding down too fast.  Young people wish time would speed up because they have their whole lives in front of them and they want to start living their lives; the future seems so far away.

Even the Bible seems to impress upon us an urgency in making use of our time.  Jesus said that we must do the work of him who sent us while it is day for night is coming when no one can work (John 9:4).  Jesus also advised us to stay awake and be found in the faith and putting that faith into practice because he would come again like a thief in the night (Mark 13:35-37).  And yet, in the space of one lifetime we can live a multitude of lifetimes.  Our childhood is one lifetime.  Eighteen years of growing up to a child seems like an eternity; but when you turn 80 or 90 childhood seems like an eternity away as some 50 to 60 years have passed.  Eight years of college to become a doctor or a lawyer or a pastor can discourage many a young man or woman from entering those careers because 8 years can seem too long to wait to get on with life.  But even if you finish all of your studies and graduate when you are 30, you still have 30 to 50 years left to practice your chosen profession.

Moses was forty years old when he fled for his life from Egypt to Midian.  One lifetime.  He lived in Midian 40 years before God called him to lead his people out of their bondage in Egypt.  A second lifetime.  Forty years later, when Moses was 120 years old, called him home to glory.  A third lifetime.  One lifetime, but three lifetimes lived.

My first wife and I dated for 4 years and were married for 15 before she died.  But in that time I went through 8 years of college; we had two children; we lived in Indiana, Illinois, Michigan, and back to Iowa; and I served 4 congregations as a pastor and vicar.  And while life seemed over when she died and seems like it was just yesterday, twenty-four years have now gone by since the Lord called her home to glory.  I have lived lots life since she died.  We moved to Nevada where my kids finished growing up.
We lived in Nevada longer than anyplace else since my childhood.  I met Teryl and we married and integrated her family and my family together as one family.  And while we both have some very precious memories and a great love for our time in Nevada, thirteen years have passed by since we moved here—another lifetime.  In that time my all of our kids have married and we are the proud grandparents of 6 grandchildren.  We have traveled all over the country and to some places outside the country.
I used to be numbered among the youngest in the congregations I pastored, but now I find that I am numbered amongst some of the oldest.  Many of my classmates from High School and college are retired and many have died.  Where once my whole life was in front of me it seems more and more to be behind me.  Time seems to be running out.  And yet, in many ways, it is just beginning all over again.  If God so wills, perhaps another 8 years of ministry left until retirement.  That seems like a long time from now in some respects, and yet it will be here before I know it.  By comparison to the 8 years in college, the 3 years at my first parish, the 8 years at my dual parish and the nine years in Nevada, and the 13 I have been here, those 8 years are equal to whole lifetime! That will give me 41 years in the ministry.  Eight years of college seems like a drop in the bucket by comparison.

 And should I, by the grace of God, live in retirement for 10 or 15 years after that that will be an entirely other lifetime.  That trite cliché of today is the first day of the rest of your life becomes a very profound truth.  Time is running out the moment we are born and at the same time life is full to the very end.

God has ordained all of our days and they are written in His book before they come to pass (Psalm 139:16).  He knows every one of them.  Whether our lives are long or short doesn’t matter; no matter how we are we still have life left yet to live.  And no matter how young we are, we shouldn’t be anxious about the future.  It will get here soon enough and be gone soon enough.  All of this leads to another even more profound truth:  God sure knows how to pack a lot of life into one lifetime!

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
Jeremiah 29:11


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